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I don't think you have ever seen me. In the darkness of the shadow I've hidden myself just so I would be able to see you. Your eyes filled with swirls of yellows, greens, and even grays. The way you walk through a crowd. Your voice, which sings a soft melody. You are what I've wanted and wanted for a very long time. Perfection that's what you are. Well that's what you where. You couldn't, no you didn't want to stick around. You never did. I cry myself to sleep thinking to myself that this is so frustrating. When everything was good it was great, and you let me fall.

You don't realize what I feel. You have never see the hope I have when I'm around you. Don't you remember your promise? Always and forever? Through the good and bad I promise my dear I will always be there, do you remember that? Could you explain to me what you ment? Was it suppose to be F.O.R.E.V.E.R or in your imagination; until I say it's over? I'd give anything to give me to you. And yet I have yet to explain what has happened to me after you left!

I will never be the same. Nothing left to feel. Everyday in the corner of my mind I have planned to hurt you. And that stupid girl you decided you had to be with. You said you loved me, and I was the only girl you wanted. I should have notice the looks you gave that girl when you were holding me in your arms. OH WAIT!!! you never had a chance to hold me in your arms you where to buisy looking at her. Fooling around with her. Make believe and close your eyes that's what I did. I pretend you where always with me even when you weren't. When I stopped receiving calls, texts, and messages. I swore you finally left

I was wrong. "hello?" really is that all you have to say when you called me back in September 8, 2009. You should have never called me back!!! You don't even know what you have done to me. I can't even be happy in a relationship with out you running your dam mouth. Let me be happy. Let me breath. Anytime you were hurting I was there. I made it all right, and yet you decided let's make her cry. When she's happy bring her down. When I have her in my arms fill her world with lies.

Did you ever stop to think one of these days I was going to snap. And lose control of everything. And once I already did you feared me. You have never seen that side of me. Have you? you didn't think I could be so full of rage in hate. You never thought I was strong that you.



To the man that made me break into a thousand pieces.